Behind The Rain

False art Thou whom I have granted 
Sight into my burning heart 
I conquered trust, now I will end it 
Close my eyes before the past 
And keep the pain alive inside 
The darkest source of strength I hide 
  
A glowing light of innocence 
A mind so pure, thus weak I am 
As distance lets the shadows grow 
That sin doth cast since her light arose 
  
Keep the pain alive inside 
The darkest source of strength I hide 
Where ruins of my soul remain 
Consumed by hatred fed by pain 
  
So close art Thou, thus far I am 
Drifting further through the rain 
I will not kneel I will not die 
Proud I stand before the light 
Just few moments free from hate 
There must be another way 
  
Tell Thy angels what I swear! 
These moments I will never share 
Tempt me not to show the pain 
I’ll take their sin and turn away   
So close art Thou, thus far I am 
Cannot change what I became 
Drifting further into the pain 
Towards my world behind the rain